Tough As Nails, Right?

It's night. Again.
I'm laying in my bed. Today has been an annoying day. First, the friend that I was supposed to hang out with cancelled on me because her gay friend cut his hand and he didn't have health insurance so he couldn't go to the hospital to get it looked at so she had to go doctor him because his boyfriend was gone. Eww. Whatever.
I got my student ID which is about the most exciting thing I've done all day.
I'm stressing out today. My retainer for my teeth doesn't fit because I haven't worn it (I blame myself) and to get a new one...it's gonna cost me 200 bucks. NOT COOL.
On top of that. I have a lot of stuff to get ready for like a midterm portfolio for English due on the 11th and a final portfolio due in Strategies in a couple weeks and a polisci quiz and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I can't remember when crap is due and what is due and yeah. That's fun.
My room is a mess and that stresses me out but I'm not focused or dedicated enough to clean it. I need more hours at work but I can't work a lot because of school and homework and stuff but I'm running out of money and it's freaking me out.
I'm going to a study group tomorrow at 1:00 with Mark Ott and some person named Dee to study Political Science. Woo..(not really)
After that, I get to come home for a bit...do homework....then go to Fusion. We don't have a drummer anymore and that stresses me out because I can't play the bass the way I want to play the bass and it's boring and stupid and I just have a really hard time keeping a good attitude.
Oh well. It is what it is I guess.
I miss my Derek.
It's hard being so far from him. =/
October 15th-17th...please come quick...


Tough As Nails. <3