Tough As Nails, Right?

It's night. Again.
I'm laying in my bed. Today has been an annoying day. First, the friend that I was supposed to hang out with cancelled on me because her gay friend cut his hand and he didn't have health insurance so he couldn't go to the hospital to get it looked at so she had to go doctor him because his boyfriend was gone. Eww. Whatever.
I got my student ID which is about the most exciting thing I've done all day.
I'm stressing out today. My retainer for my teeth doesn't fit because I haven't worn it (I blame myself) and to get a new one...it's gonna cost me 200 bucks. NOT COOL.
On top of that. I have a lot of stuff to get ready for like a midterm portfolio for English due on the 11th and a final portfolio due in Strategies in a couple weeks and a polisci quiz and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I can't remember when crap is due and what is due and yeah. That's fun.
My room is a mess and that stresses me out but I'm not focused or dedicated enough to clean it. I need more hours at work but I can't work a lot because of school and homework and stuff but I'm running out of money and it's freaking me out.
I'm going to a study group tomorrow at 1:00 with Mark Ott and some person named Dee to study Political Science. Woo..(not really)
After that, I get to come home for a bit...do homework....then go to Fusion. We don't have a drummer anymore and that stresses me out because I can't play the bass the way I want to play the bass and it's boring and stupid and I just have a really hard time keeping a good attitude.
Oh well. It is what it is I guess.
I miss my Derek.
It's hard being so far from him. =/
October 15th-17th...please come quick...


Tough As Nails. <3  

Thank you Monday for being the worst start to my week ever.

Today is Monday.
I had class.
I go to math....
math is alright.
Ruth wasn't there so she missed the quiz....bummer.
I get out of math early and head to PoliSci.
Get there early.
Talk to a classmate.
Find out that I failed my exam.
(woo)
Started class.
Instructor chewed our butts out.
Instructor told me to meet with him to discuss study hints and help for his exams.
(That was good)
Went to English.
Can't get in to Comp. 1 cause all the classes are full.
(I'd rather be doing nothing more than wasting my time...psh)
Get out of English.
Drive home.
Write blog.


This was my day in a nutshell. I am hungry and bored now. Oh well...maybe I'll take a nap or see what Derek is doing.

Late.

So. Today is Sunday and I go to church. We were supposed to be at church at like 8:40 and normally we're supposed to be there at 9. Basically, everyone in my family woke up late so I didn't get a shower. Hhhh, so I just put my bangs up and got dressed and left. We made it on time but it was a hectic morning.
Church was good excpet I was really tired and fell asleep for a little bit but my sister woke me up. After church, we ate at Mazzio's and normally, I like their pizza but today it like tasted really weird and it had cinnamon all on the bottom. It was gross. It made my stomach hurt really bad.
Anyway, after that....we went home. Me, Alex, Catie and Darian decided we wanted to go to the mall so we did. I went to Bakers to buy some shoes. (they're legit!) and ended up buying a purse to go with them. haha. I met this girl in there though. She was really nice. I somehow have the ability to make people tell me about themselves and they don't even know why they're telling me about themselves. haha. It's cool.
Anyway, I stayed in this store for like an hour just trying on random shoes and stuff. I finally get ready to check-out and I go up to the desk and this girl is like, "Hey, this might sound really weird but like....do you want to hang out and go cosignment store shopping with me tomorrow or Tuesady?" And I was like, "Uhh, sure" and she's like "Hey, I'm 28" and I'm like "Uhhh, I'm 17"

She was like, really shocked but told me that she just needs a girlfriend to go shopping with and she just needs someone to talk to. So, I agreed to go shopping with her. It should be fun.

Anyway, my day was so weird but it's cool. I'm gonna take a bath now then talk to my wonderful boyfriend.

-In case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight!-

Can I have some more minutes?

12:20 p.m. Is the current time. I am sitting in a
blue couch/bench thing at Tulsa community college.
I'm sleepy, haha. Had another late night last night! ;)
studying for my political science exam today of course (wink wink)
I think I did pretty well on the exam. We'll see what the results
are on Monday...
No English today so I had two hours to kill before my next class....
I hope this class goe by fast. I hope work goes by fast too.
I just want to go home and take a bath and then take a nap.
Oh well.

Bright side: walking out to my car this morning to leave
for class. Randomly lady walking down the street stops and says good morning
to me. That was nice ;)

Happy Thursday!

I suppose I'm making a habbit out of going to bed at 3:00 a.m. ;) It's worth it!
Today, I woke up at 11:40 to a text from Derek. That made me happy!
I got up and ate "breakfast" which was really lunch but it was blueberry muffins so it counts as breakfast.
After I ate, I started my homework. I didn't realize how much I had put off until today.....everything is due tomorrow.
I had to write an essay and an outline, do 20 math problems, read a chapter in a book, do two journal entries in my strategies book as well as a study guide and I had to copy my notes from my Political Science class. Boy, that was fun.
I'm on skype with Derek right now. :) He's looking at free stuff online.
Dinner is calling my name. I'm not sure what is it but it's ready for me so I'm gonna eat it.

Happy Thursday.
You're loved.

First

So, my day starts off by going to bed around 3:00 a.m. --solid.

I also have classes today. The first one starting at 9:00 a.m. and it's my math class.

In order to arrive to class on time, I must leave my house at 8:15 a.m. meaning, to get ready to leave I must wake up at 7:00 or 7:30 a.m. depending on if I need a shower or not.

Let's review.

Go to sleep at 3. Wake up at 7. Get to math class at 9. I just know you're begging to be me right now. haha.

Anyway, on the bright side. There was no classwork in math today...just a lecture, although...we do have homework. 

Second class of the day was Political Science. Probably the least boring of all my classes just because the teacher involves the students in discussion making for easy learning and the ability to retain knowledge. With all that being said, PoliSci was good.

Third class of the day was English...

Comp. 1, right? Oh no...writing 3 because of an unfortunate placement test score.

My professor told me I was at the top of the class...which was cool but she told me that this class is a waste of my time and that I should consider re-testing to place in to Comp. 1. 

I retest. Score high enough for Comp. 1. Look online to see if there might be any chance of an opening for Comp. 1.....

No. 

My professor did tell me to check the status of her class every day because students drop the class early due to "professor shopping" so I have a better chance if I check everyday. 

Now. On to other issues. TCC issues a debit card on which financial aid refunds are placed. This card can be used just like a bank's debit card except the money doesn't come out of your bank account. It's weird. I don't know. ANYWAY, I had made a "purchase" with this card assuming that this money was readily available at my own disposal. Oh no. This card hadn't been verified by my Bursar so when I made the transaction, a hold was put on my account and I received a notification e-mail saying that I owed TCC $80,000. I COULD BUY A HOUSE FOR $80,000. This happened last night.

After class today, I marched into the Bursar's office and asked them to please remove the hold from my account. They happily did so, removing my $80,000 fine. Thank God. 

Apart from school frustrations and lack of sleep...today has been a good day. Tonight, my brother Alex will be playing drums for our youth band (where I play bass) so I'm pretty excited about that. Finally....a drummer that doesn't suck. :) 

Derek should be getting off work here pretty soon and I'm gonna text him to see if he can't skype for a bit before I have to leave for church. I love that boy... <3

p.s.

I write books for blogs. haha